Halloween // New to Reddit

I’m fairly new to Reddit(as I’m actually posting and creating subreddit posts) and I’ve been missing the fall so much. I’m one of those people who have a weird type of depression throughout the year but once the holidays of the last 3 months of the year come around I just find myself having so much joy. I feel like Halloween is my happy place and I know a lot of Halloween lovers recently celebrated halfway to Halloween, I also did with my daughter but now I’m just stuck on it again. I usually start decorating rather early, in August. I’m not sure what else to say but I feel really empty until the fall comes around. I also do enjoy the winter but the fall; the leaves, the pumpkins, the warm drinks, decorating, baking, halloween movies, all things spooky bring me so much comfort.

Does anyone else feel this way throughout the year or am I absolutely insane ?

Also I wouldn’t mind having my home spooky year round but I don’t think my husband would love that and I do like the idea of reserving that for my daughter to understand and find joy in the holidays so that’s why I don’t keep my home decorated like some do.